urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:0185 Jenny Jenny 2007-09-22T17:31:29Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:0185:4176 2007-09-22T17:31:29Z 2007-09-22T17:31:29Z <p>My childhood and my families history fucking kills me. I honestly cannot comprehend how it is possible for one family to carry so many mental instabilities inside their genes and just turns everything into a neverending cycle of fucked up insecurities and traumatic "childhood" memories. It makes me think that I never want to reproduce and have a child of my own. I can't stand the thought of bringing another humyn into this fucked up world and passing these genes on down into the next generation and creating this life and adding onto this fucked up cycle. I dont think I will ever learn to know the emotions that come along with having a healthy family.</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:0185:515 2007-09-07T00:10:41Z 2007-09-07T00:10:41Z I wanted a new journal so I made this one. Add me and I will add you back.